Sabrina in Stockings

We’ve ended the first full week of January, and I finally feel ready to look back at 2008 and ahead into 2009.

2008: Retrospective

I’ll be frank: 2008 was a terrible year for me. I ended 2007 feeling very torn about my career situation (more on that in a moment) and with this frustrating sensation of being stuck: frozen in time, unable to change anything.

When the gods wish to punish us – or push us – they answer our prayers.

Almost nothing in my life looked the same on December 31st, 2008, as it did on December 31st, 2007. Most of that was for the better. Some of it was just for the stranger.

And the whirlwind begins:

• Started camming in late 2007; hit my stride in 2008
• Spent most of early winter 2008 in one of my legendary “black moods”
• Made my still-popular small penis humiliation video
• Left my vanilla career path in spring of 2008 for the second, and final, time. Black mood summarily lifted.
• Traveled cross-country with two very dear friends during the height of 2008’s gas spike. We nearly killed each other. It was absolutely worth it.
• Moved into a new home in the country the day after we returned
• The legendary Stunt Cock, aka Mr. Morgan, followed in short order
• I celebrated my quarter-centennial in June (sssh!)
• Adopted a new puppy
• Moved back to the city three months later. No; scratch that. Moved out of the new house three months later. Moved back to the city about three weeks after that. Spent nearly a month in limbo… what fun! This is about the time my cam hiatus started.
• Found my first Craigslist fetish modeling gig. What a trip. (Which reminds me: I need to email my photographer about those pantyhose sets we’d discussed.)
• (Side note: I love my new apartment. Love it. Yard maintenance is overrated.)
• Lost my voice in November and was knocked off the phones for a month. Judging from some of the emails I received, you boys missed me…
• Spent November and December catching up with my regulars (who always make me smile. Or laugh. Or both…)
• Ended 2008 a happily full-time unrepentant phone domme, back in the city, surrounded by good friends, good food, and better tequila

I ended 2008 with a toast to much-needed chaos. Hail Eris indeed.

2009:

In ten days, this blog will hit its three year blogaversary. Honestly I thought I’d write more.

That’s three years of phone domme-ing (part time and now full), three years of sex blogging, three years of having strangers jerk off looking at my gorgeous round ass. I was 22 and in college when I started this blog. Now I finally feel like I’m hitting my stride. Life is good.

What I’ve got in the works:

• Weekly scheduled cam nights on Niteflirt (it’s looking like Thursday and probably also Friday)
• More audio recordings, including custom orders for both individuals and adult webmasters (site beta-launched in 2008; the public reveal will come in February 2009)
• Video clips rolled out on a semi-regular basis – I’ve finally got an in-house video editor to split the workload!
• A new fetish community site (or two) launching very soon – as in, this month. Those of you subscribed to my Twitter feed already saw this coming…
• A final decision on what do do with Full Frontal Politics. I love political blogging, but it distracts me from the phones if I’m keeping up with it – and if I’m not, what’s the point? Still considering going podcast/videoblog with that domain. It has been renewed so I’ve got to do something with it by June. Suggestions welcome…
• More modeling and adult work. I’m able to travel again, and my schedule is fairly flexible, so now is a great time to get out there and pick up more fetish modeling/adult video projects.

To celebrate my upcoming three-year blog anniversary, I’m going to release some of my unpublished, very personal draft entries from 2007 and 2008. I’ve got five slated for publication so far. Is this a lazy way to boost my posting schedule? Absolutely. Is this also forcing me to reveal personal posts I’d had every intention of keeping under wraps? Yes.

Happy New Year.

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The delightfully wicked domme Mistress Chianti has invited me to blog weekly at her new site, Sexy Phone Mistress. Five lifestyle phone dommes explore their thoughts on kink, fetish, domination sessions both physical and virtual… It’s fun to have a new place to explore the submissive mindset and motivations, discuss the triggers behind the kink with other genuinely dominant women that also work the phones.

My first post just went live:

There’s a special thrill to fetish phone calls snuck in when the wife or girlfriend is just out of earshot, knowing she could discover your kinky little submissive desires at any minute – knowing she could catch you, cock in hand, humiliated and deeply aroused all at once.

When my submissive males aren’t alone, I love to tease them and make them ache for me. Last night I did just that.

I’ve got this caller… he’s married and a workaholic, so he’s hit or miss, but very open and responsive. He’s vanilla – mostly.

Mostly.

He’s got a little weakness for tease and denial, which is my preferred tool of subtle feminine dominant manipulation. When a dominant woman slips a collar around your cock and wraps you up in a velvet leash you’ll follow her lead anywhere.

He followed my lead from his mobile phone. In the bathtub. At home. While his wife was home – and very close by. He couldn’t speak, just type and listen, which rendered him effectively helpless to control or resist my teasing.

It started when I received this tempting email…

(click to read Sensual Teasing When Wifey’s Home)

Oh, did you want to skip straight to the new email domination line? You’ll have to learn patience if you want to be any fun. Fortunately, I have ways of training you…

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From my recent comic porn censorship post over at Full Frontal Politics:

‘The world is becoming more dangerous for fiction. No, scratch that–more dangerous for ideas.

Australia, I’m talking about you. While those in adult industry production, and those involved in protecting sexual free speech, know Australia has never been a porn haven (although they do produce an awful lot of the best), this one made even my jaded activist jaw drop:

An Australian Supreme Court judge convicted a man of possessing child pornography. The images in question were stored on his hard drive: explicit cartoon images modeled after Bart, Lisa, and Maggie, child characters from long-running cartoon The Simpsons, apparently having sex with their parents (also cartoon characters). Google “free hentai” a few times and I’m sure you’ll come across the same type of image–I know I have.

This type of image–a parody–is actually considered protected fair use under U.S. copyright law. In this case it would probably also be at risk of being found obscene.

“If the persons were real, such depictions could never be permitted,” Justice Adams said in his judgment. “Their creation would constitute crimes at the very highest end of the criminal calendar.” Let’s back that one up. “If the persons were real.” I’d say that’s an important distinction.

If the persons were real, every episode of South Park would be considered a snuff film. If the persons were real, Homer Simpson would be guilty of child abuse. If the persons were real…’

Kudos to porno superhero Renegade Evolution for the tip-off on this one.

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For the ladies, that is, although the same blog has an article on male handjobs as well…

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #155? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing me directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

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Watching
“My heart raced as I watched him stare at me, wondering if he knew I was awake. ”

Hot and Handy Part 2: Handjobs for the Ladies in Our Lives
“Getting her wet has two big benefits when it comes to getting her off.”

Sales Report
“I’m the only woman in the room.”

Sugasm Editor
Sex Work And Compassion: Death In A Client’s Family

Editor’s Choice
Crying

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I know you boys (and girls… there are a few of you!) have been dying to do some holiday shopping, but until I get my new private mailbox you’ll have to hold off on sending me presents.

Don’t worry – I’ll address that in my next post. This post is your chance to do some femdom and fetish porn Christmas shopping for yourselves. Enjoy it while it lasts. Don’t expect me to ever let you come first again…

I’ve got my 2007 and older 2008 photos and videos on sale until 11:59pm PST, December 26, 2008. After that date prices will return closer to their original levels. Of course generous gentlemen and financially weak losers are always welcome to make up for the sale with a nice tip.

Blog readers and Twitter followers, you’re the first to know. I haven’t even announced this sale on my Niteflirt listings yet (so some horny submissive males will be very surprised!). I’ve got fetish keywords next to the title of each set so you can find your personal weaknesses.

VIDEO: Small Penis Humiliation (small penis humiliation/sph, verbal humiliation, femdom, cuckolds) – $29.00 $19.00

Using my 8″ vibrator and a q-tip, I show you just how you measure up… My motto is “You must be this tall to ride” and your shortcomings mean you just don’t qualify. (14 minutes, audio & video, .WMV format. Download link in Niteflirt mail, preview clip attached)

PICS: Stockings & Garters Tease Part 1 (stockings, leg worship, upskirt, panties, tease) – $14.00 $10.00

Sneak peek from a custom set! I model my sheer silky black nylons, teasing you by showing lots of smooth stockinged leg, flashing my black garter straps and taunting you with *very* close up upskirt panty shots. (12 pics)

PICS: Stockings & Garters Tease Part 2 (lingerie, nylons, foot fetish, striptease, redhead, pink nipples) – $14.00 $10.00

Part 2 of the fetish striptease! I tease you by stripping down to my lingerie and stockings and show off my perfect breasts and nylon-covered toes. You’ll feel so weak by the end of the set when you see my pretty arched soles covered in sheer nylon… (21 pics)

PICS: Nylon and High Heels Shoe Tease (stiletto heels, pantyhose/stockings, shoe fetish, foot tease) $9.00 $6.00

I tease you in my black nylons and grey stiletto pumps – arching my feet, sliding my stockinged heel out of my shoe, and running my hand down my smooth legs. (6 pics)

PICS: Teasing You in My Satin Nightshirt (satin fetish, glasses, amateur/girl next door) $15.00 $10.00

Poor stroker… do you want me to brush this silky fabric against your skin? I keep my pinstripe satin nightshirt and black bra on, teasing you by keeping the full view hidden. (25 pics)

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I was out walking my Shiba Inu (yes, at 2am) and got a call on my cell from a pervert by the name of Mike. Mike has a problem: he has a porn collection numbering in the thousands. He jerks off three times a day (or more). He has not had sex in seven years.

There are men who like porn; they like to masturbate, they like to come. For some it’s a hobby. For Mike it’s closer to a lifestyle. Personally, I love those guys. They crack me up and they keep the phones ringing.

While he’s telling me this I’m walking down the sidewalk near the park, cell in one hand, leash in the other, and teasing him with my plans for the evening (unlike his, mine involve sex with someone other than my hand).

He lets out the most woeful sigh of regret I’ve ever heard from a compulsive masturbator. “I wish there was someone there you could tell about me.”

As he’s saying this, two goth club kids walk up and greet me. I’m guessing he can’t hear them in the background because he hangs up, clearly frustrated that I hadn’t met anyone in the five minutes he stayed on the line. The goths – on the young end of college age – hear the tail end of the Niteflirt message.

The girl gives me a look like she’s heard it before.

Mike – apparently wanking off to all those porn DVDs gave you no stamina whatsoever, because if you’d waited another 30 seconds you would have heard the giggles of a slightly drunk, kinda cute brunette goth chick laughing at the fact that you’d rather collect enough porn to keep a frathouse stocked up than even try to pay a girl to have sex with you. That is truly a sign that you have given up on life.

Hanging up just before you would have gotten the delicious semi-public humiliation you crave: phone sex FAIL.

Getting nearly 24 hour access to your Sabrina fix: WIN.

This line forwards directly to my cell 24/7. I might be driving around, walking my Shiba Inu, shopping, out with friends, drinking, or on a date with a man who can measure up. If I’m in bed, this line is on Alerts since my mouth might be too full to talk…

This line is open to all sorts of conversation. I might not always be in a place where I can talk explicitly but that never stops me from listening! I won’t be in front of the computer so you’ll need to introduce yourself when you call.

This is the closest you’ll ever get to getting my cell phone number. Don’t lose it.

Call Me On My Cell Phone

$2.29/min

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After two years, I finally decided it was time to redesign the blog. I’m now using the Vigilance theme by Jestro, with some minor modifications:

The most obvious change is the header image (yes, it’s me) but if you tear your eyes away you’ll notice the other new features:

• You can now sign up for email updates when I publish new content
• “Best of” posts are now featured prominently and rotate at random; if you’re new, they’re a great place to start reading
• You can now follow me on Twitter (I tweet a low-volume blend of personal and sex work/blog/project updates) or just peek in on my life via the sidebar
• Recent posts and recent comments are now spotlighted
• Archives are less unwieldly
• Not new, but underutilized: Email notification of new comments (just opt in when commenting)

I’ve got to do something about my blogroll but haven’t decided what yet. I won’t be deleting, just reorganizing.

I’ve got new Niteflirt listings dyed to match the new blog layout that have been on the back burner since late summer. (It’s embarrassing telling phone clients I’m a web designer in my off-hours, then directing them to listings that smack of unconscious coding.) Of course I moved three times in six months, haven’t been in one state consistently and was knocked out of commission for a good month solid. This year’s been nothing but breakneck change in my offline life, leaving me little time for the stuff I actually enjoy my erotic projects.

“But Sabrina,” you ask, “why redesign without new content?” Ah, excellent question, gentle readers. Let me spend a few minutes elbow-deep* in my Drafts folder and you’ll see just how much I’ve been holding out on you… guided masturbation MP3s, fetish modeling, new written content, new listings… Expect bonus posts today to make up for lost time.

* That visual brings back so many gratuitously pornographic lesbian memories.

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A little late… fortunately Vixen only spanked me gently!

Sensual Domme Lady Sascha taking a bath

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #147? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing me directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

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“Once the plug is in, I’m going to send you on a little walk.”

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When We Were Kids: Thoughts on BDSM
“The tying was always my favourite part, whether I was the one tied who had to escape, or the one who got to do the tying.”

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Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice
Like a Prayer – Part 2

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One reason I enjoy taking phone domination calls on Niteflirt: there’s never a dull moment.

j: what do you want me to have for the call?
me: mm, well what do you have? and do you have any toys?
j: i’m at home, you tell me
me: right, because I live next door and can peek into your window and see what you’ve got.

That call ended with me forcing him to spank his balls with a wooden spoon, calling him my bitch, and making him shove ice cubes up his greedy ass. Then… well. I made him cry, you see. It turns me on when they cry.

That night I actually made a man masturbate with his own tears.

That’s one life goal checked off…

n: so those are his guitars over Your shoulder in the piccy
n: and yes, isn’t it weird about NF boundries
n: !
n: which we should nonetheless respect (and do, don’t we)
Sabrina Morgan: yes, you’ve been an absolute gentleman
Sabrina Morgan: sticky fingered maybe, but nonetheless endearing in your own way

And to prove the point, he bought me breakfast. After I made him worship my luscious round ass.

Have I mentioned my callers rock?

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The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #146? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing the lovely Ms. Vixen directly at radicalvixenatgmaildotcom Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

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Being Civil
“They couldn’t understand what the appeal of a civil union was for us.”

Clandestine Rendezvous
“He turned around to kiss me and I melted.”

Hotel Sex
“The excitement is too much for both of us”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sugar Bank

Editor’s Choice
You Can’t Make This Shit Up, Part 2

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