That’s what I want to do for a living. I want to do what she just did.
It’s this personal feel, this subtlety and sexiness, that I want to create. My tastes run darker and I’ve got some strong fetish fixations but…
That settles it. No longer will the stocking tease site lurk on the back burner of my Endless Projects list. I want to do it, and damn it, I’m going to. I’m also going to relaunch
How is this going to happen, you ask, when I’ve gone weeks without a single post here, and when the
Well, two things: Sometimes a long string of random ills impeding your progress can be a sign that you’re progressing in the wrong direction. And sometimes the most seemingly random things can remind you of what you really need to be doing.
Tonight I saw that Angela St. Lawrence (a fellow PSO, a writer I read before getting into this game, and a cool chick to boot) over at
It was good, too. Upskirt, tease and denial, and drawn from some fun I had last fall semester.
My laptop ate it.
This was the last in a long series of stupid, senseless fucked up things getting in the way of my blogging for all the wrong reasons.
It’s not a popularity contest; it’s not about perceived importance or ego food. It’s about whether or not you’re writing something honest, and by honest I don’t mean truthful, at least in the sense of being factually accurate; I mean in the sense of being true to life. That’s what art is about, touching something real. Even if it’s pure escapism it touches on a real desire to be lifted out of this life for a little while and into something wilder/different/better.
(I’d gotten out of chasing my wet dreams to chase a) ego food in the form of a prestige startup blogging gig, b) the unglamorous phone whoring that pays the bills. a) cut into b), creating c) unpleasant letters and phone calls. c) pissed me off. d), miscellaneous crisis crap, caused me to have to fix c) abruptly; both d) and b) then cut into a).
Forgive the algebra; it was never my strong point. Shit got in the way. I’d get my shit together – or some of it – and more would fall apart. All the while I was ignoring the things I really had to be doing, like… oh… all the stuff I’ve had planned since before I started this blog.)
I’m not kidding you. It was so hot I had to show my boyfriend the video, and then (after composing himself) we sat and talked about just why it was so hot. We got abstract, we got technical, we got almost an hour’s worth of analysis out of a four-minute cam video tease.
The thing I loved about the video is a) the music kicks ass, b) she gets the subtleties. Pacing, teasing, putting on a show… She doesn’t just flash the hoo-hah and slap her boobs a couple of times. She gets it. Bonus points for wearing stockings like she means it.
There you have it. Mia is
Straight from the source: “Well, once you get past the whole ‘gorsh she’s got huge jugs’ or ‘how many dicks can she put in her ass?’ you can appreciate the (better things, in my opinion) eyes and expressions, and it really sells it when you can just feel that she is having a good time and enjoying it.”
If you want to see the solo video, the erotica galleries, the sexy audio… you have to join. I’m tipping you off now because Mia’s running a special: 5.95 for your first month. I’m pretty sure that ends this weekend though so if you’re a cheap bastard like me,